My thoughts and behaviors was extreme before I started the treatment. I was full of negative thoughts.
I had a suicidal ideation but I knew that I had to stay alive for my children.
I was really confused even after I started the treatment, so I wandered about.
It has been 2 months since I started the treatment and these days, I am doing therapeutic tasks little by little.
I am writing this review so that I can read it in case I get confused again.
1. I feel that i was born again.
I feel that the puzzle is put together and my thoughts and feelings have become firm and positive.
2. I feel calm and stabilized for thoughts about sexuality.
My sexuality seems to have stabilized leading my mind to be stabilized.
3. I have gained weight and I can deal with my job more confidently.
I feel that I have more passion like I was in my 20s, which makes me feel a little awkward.
It feels like I am learning how to walk anew, and I like it.
I promise myself that I will just do the tasks when I collapse again.