I have relationship addiction. However, I didn't have affairs or have sex with other women. 

I just used to meet women and had conversations with them casually and comfortably, which is also considered as symptoms of relationship addiction.

I have been married for 10 years. My wife had symptoms of depression, lethargy, and delusional jealousy displaying rage and anger for all those years. 

I began KIP Treatment to restore a happy family. 

However, the treatment program seemed less systematic than I had expected, and I felt I was not supported enough. 

Still, I kept working on it since I paid quite a lot of money for the treatment.

Then, my wife began to recover little by little and I had less conflicts with my wife and children. 

I began to realize that I had so many bad habits and inappropriate behaviors. 

Now, I understand why my wife used to say to me that I was so out of touch with the real world. 

Above all, I became to understand that I was in relationship addiction and my wife was in post traumatic stress. 

I still don't understand exactly what relationship addiction is. 

I just know that I think and behave in distorted ways due to perception disorder and expression disorder. 

I don't understand exactly what the meaning of life is probably because I am a man, but I know that the meaning of my life is my wife and children. 

It seems that understanding concepts and being treated are completely different. 

I study and do therapeutic tasks everyday but I am slow to change. 

However, I know that I have a psychological disorder and it takes time to restore psychological balance. 

I can't wait to become a good husband and father after completing the treatment program.