I have relationship addiction. However, I didn't have affairs or have sex with other women.
I just used to meet women and had conversations with them casually and comfortably, which is also considered as symptoms of relationship addiction.
I have been married for 10 years. My wife had symptoms of depression, lethargy, and delusional jealousy displaying rage and anger for all those years.
I began KIP Treatment to restore a happy family.
However, the treatment program seemed less systematic than I had expected, and I felt I was not supported enough.
Still, I kept working on it since I paid quite a lot of money for the treatment.
Then, my wife began to recover little by little and I had less conflicts with my wife and children.
I began to realize that I had so many bad habits and inappropriate behaviors.
Now, I understand why my wife used to say to me that I was so out of touch with the real world.
Above all, I became to understand that I was in relationship addiction and my wife was in post traumatic stress.
I still don't understand exactly what relationship addiction is.
I just know that I think and behave in distorted ways due to perception disorder and expression disorder.
I don't understand exactly what the meaning of life is probably because I am a man, but I know that the meaning of my life is my wife and children.
It seems that understanding concepts and being treated are completely different.
I study and do therapeutic tasks everyday but I am slow to change.
However, I know that I have a psychological disorder and it takes time to restore psychological balance.
I can't wait to become a good husband and father after completing the treatment program.