I have realized many things after consulting Mr. Kim a few days ago.
He said i should let go of what I used to hold onto to be able to accept new concepts and treat psychological condition.
He said I should be able to exist as an individual in the midst of relationships.
He also said psychological disorders develop from within myself and the cure should be found inside myself.
I understand that I have to turn the energy from the outside into the inside to treat my condition.
I have learned a lot from the consultation session.
I don't have further questions or doubts.
I just want to thank him.
I have realized that I was harming myself looking outside for something I had inside myself.
I will start from chapter 1 of Mind Training again.
It feel new.
I take not as the treatment, but as part of my daily life.